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(Intro music)

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So what did you enjoy about the shoot today?

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Fisting you.

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No, I enjoyed, honestly, just hanging around. You know.

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With you, specifically.

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It was really nice.

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I agree. On both parts.

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Just looking into your eyes was like... 

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"Ooh, this is cool."

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(Laughs)

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Yeah it was really good.

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(whispers) Pure intimacy.

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We had a good energy exchange going on.

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Oh yeah.

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It felt good.

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Yeah.

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I did feel like - I was like

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(whispers) Oh shit.

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I don't know. Started to get emotional.

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(Laughs)

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How about you?

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I also enjoyed the fisting.

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That is always a favorite of mine.

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And I feel like this is the most connective shoot

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that we've had together so far

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and it felt really good to connect with you

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Yeah, no same! 

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I've been wanting to hang out
with you again anyway, too

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I could feel how fluttery you felt
when I made eye contact with you

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So I was like

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Well you, too! That's why I
was like "Look into my eyes..."

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Yeah, my soul into your's!

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It's like a staring contest.

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(Laughs)

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What if anything was challenging about the shoot?

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I... didn't find anything super challenging today.

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I thought... because last time I felt like was...

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I was a little nervous about
how we were going to connect initially

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but it wasn't challenging at all. Yeah.

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The last time, or this time?

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This time.

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Oh, okay.

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Last time definitely was?
- Mmhm

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I think, for me. Oh - 

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(clicks tongue)

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What was challenging?

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Oh god, being timely.

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(laughs)

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Getting here and also I feel like I needed a watch

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I didn't want to go over

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on the hand you weren't fisting me with

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Yeah, exactly. So I don't lose it.

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Yeah, I was like "Damn, I don't want to stop, this is cool."

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Yeah.

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Cuz you were like "Thank you Babe"

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and I was like, "What do you mean 
'Thank you' - Do you want more?"

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(laughs)

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Cuz I had energy

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also I could just switch hands too, alternate.

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I've got two hands!

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That's why we have two!

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I can move the watch.

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(laughs)

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Yeah, and like... 

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I think that was probably the most challenging

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Which is a really good sign.

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Because there's really nothing else. 

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It feels pretty chill.

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The other challenging thing is this hole in my wardrobe. 

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Yeah, that's it.

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That's it for me.

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What are your safer sex practices, and why?

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Making sure I'm tested and

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the people I'm having sex with are tested.

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I feel like it's pretty - 
- pretty standard.

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Agree.

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I'm also taking PrEP, too.

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I'm also on PrEP and make sure that I stay on top of testing

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That's definitely -

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Varying kinds of interactions or depending on

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who I'm interacting with might have

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a little bit more leeway on when

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their tests can be. Especially other people in the industry.

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I also feel like a lot of the people
that I have sex with

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even if they're not in the industry

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they are people that I have good communication with

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so they wouldn't be ones that

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 if they were to test positive for something

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like I know it would tell me.

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Right.

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Communication. Safer sex practices.

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Yeah! 

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Communicating!

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That's all it comes down to.

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If you've done porn before,

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why do you continue to do it?

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I have done porn before

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I've been doing porn for quite some time

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I think initially I started doing porn because

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I was nervous about having people in my space and

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it was a way to like,

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- have sex

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- break down my walls

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and allow people into my space in the most 

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intimate and vulnerable way that I could think of

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Cool. So you're talking about emotional space?

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Emotional space, yeah.

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Building trust.

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And building connections with people.

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I also think I really struggled connecting with people

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right off the bat from a - a fucked up childhood.

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I really struggled with knowing how to interact with people

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and I found that sex, porn, 

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was a way that I could do that and

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I like to keep my porn realistic

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like today.

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Oh, yeah.

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Because it shows people that sex 
happens in so many different ways,

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Right. It's not like you're just acting.

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or you'd be the best actor that I've ever worked with.

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(laughs)

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I do porn cuz I'm a slut

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I'm just like, "Oh! Cool." 

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I'm good at being a slut I guess!

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You're really good at it.

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Thanks

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I feel...I don't know...

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I feel very exhilarated being on a porn set.

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It's my favorite.

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It's going to be a good day, meeting new people and stuff.

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And even though we already knew each other,

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I was excited to connect more. 
You know what I mean?

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Yeah!

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It's really,

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I don't know,

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I feel some kind of bizarre looking 
through the lens of a non sex worker.

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Like if you were to just hop into this situation

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where we're going to work together

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You two have never met. Go at it!

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It's like being intimate on command.

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Luckily it works.

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It's worked for me. With us, I think.

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What was the question again?

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(Laughs)

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(Ava, off camera) I think you've answered it.

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You did great, yeah!

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Okay! I feel like I had more, I just forgot.

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What was your favorite thing about quarantine?

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This is going to sound fucked up,

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having an excuse to be depressed,

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If I'm like, "Ah, shit. I can't go outside."

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I can say it's cause of quarantine.

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At least it was a communal experience.

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Yeah, I could be like, "Sorry guys, I can't make it."

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Or something like that.

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It was socially acceptable to be a hermit.

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I honestly feel the same. 

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- which is fucked up

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I feel like doing porn and having the
 personas that we have to exist online

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Everyone sees us as these really lively, 
going out all the time kind of thing

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So quarantine was the excuse I needed to sit back and recharge.

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Yeah.

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Without having to make excuses.

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Just be like, nope, COVID.

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Yeah,

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I actually started,

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I started porn when the quarantine started,

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it's kind of weird, the weirdest time to start

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but it actually worked out. It was terrible timing on my part.

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But now look at you!

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(Ava) Anything else you'd like to mention or say to the people?

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 Oh, you know what? That was my first
time having a whole fist in somebody.

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Really? Yeah, you kept saying "Oh Wow!"

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(Laughs)

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Yeah.

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You took my fist virginity.

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I've been known to do that a time or two.

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Put it all in there!

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Ooh, are you okay!?

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Oh god!

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No, you did great!

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Cool.

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Thank you.

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I was just impressed as I goddamn like,

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the human body is amazing.

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This is wild. Good job!

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Can I kiss you?

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Yeah!