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So how did you enjoy the shoot?

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I had a really good time
this was

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a new experience for me and

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I'm super stoked to have done it

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with somebody

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I'm friends with

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and have built report in playing with,
who has had experience

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and like that,
I got to be just really creative with,

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Yeah.

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I especially enjoyed the chia matcha pudding
you made us before we got here.

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Oh, yeah.

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Fueled us.

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Yes. That fueled us. Mmhm.

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How about you?

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I feel very similarly.

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I am really happy that I was able
to do this with you and also come see you,

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since you moved,

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and it was a lot of fun and like,
before you moved,

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we were only able to do, like,
a few smaller scenes together.

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so it's nice to be able to have
something bigger to plan,

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Very fun and silly. Yeah.

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I'm really proud of us.

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Yeah, me too.

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We worked hard,
individually and together

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Yeah
- To be here

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All of the concepts.

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Yes. The Filipino4Filipino 
anti-imperial/colonial

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Yeah. 

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T4T porn of our dreams.

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Dom4Dom, Goddexx4Goddexx -- all the!

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Goddexx4Goddexx, Whore4Whore...

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(laughing)

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All the things!
Check, check!

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Yeah.

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What, if anything, was challenging
about this shoot?

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We had a lot of really big ideas for it,
which is really fun.

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but it was definitely difficult
to try and fit

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everything together
and make it cohesive.

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but I think we did
a really good job with that.

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and then as we talked about earlier,
shoes on the bed...

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Shoes on the bed. Yeah.
That was bad.

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That was blasphemous,
even though we were doing our own religion play.

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And some may consider THAT blasphemous.

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Shoes on the bed.

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That's corruption. 
- No!

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That's blasphemy!
(laughing)

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As I'm sitting here...
With my shoes on the bed...

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I'm like, yeah, my dirty ass feets.

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Yeah, but...

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I think the script remembering,
I guess, felt equally important to,

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like, have those lines
be like, these symbols of, like ritual.

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in what we were doing.

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And also.

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Yeah remembering lines and
being on camera is hard.

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But now I know how to do it
and I'm like ready for next time.

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Yeah!
Sounds exciting.

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Yeah we've never done
a scene like this before either.

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That was really cool.
- No it's just been in your house...

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Yeah
- We just co-dom.

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Been in your cozy room,

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and now we have this cozy room
with the mic above our head.

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It's nice. It's not as hot in here.

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Huh? It's not hot in here?

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It's not as hot in here.

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My room heats up. 
- Yeah. That's true.

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What are your safer sex practices
and why?

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I get full panel tested before playing.

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And...

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I make sure also that I've been sleeping
the regular amount that I'm sleeping.

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That I haven't been in a prolonged
fight, flight, or freeze state.

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that I have a safety plan
for dissociation or over-activation.

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And then I'm asking that of my partner
making sure that they slept and eaten too

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Getting tested
and going over barrier usage.

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and...

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all the different options that we have.

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And actively doing that as things change
and arise, like today.

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Yeah. With, uh, redacted.

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"Redacted."

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So true.

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And for you?

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Similar, definitely getting
full STI panel tested.

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usually every three months,
but if I'm doing more things or if I have a shoot,

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I'll say here,

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it's like a two week-long period 
between you have sex-

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I did not word that correctly.

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Some STIs take two weeks
to actually show up on tests

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so I always try to keep that in mind
and also communicate with my partners

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about their testing and safe sex practices.

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And who they're also seeing.

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And then same.
Just like, checking in about how we're doing

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as humans, having contingency plans
for what might go wrong and like.

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- Contingency plan. 
Yeah.

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Or like the understanding of that, like,

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we can't be fully aware of what
all the risks are.

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And that's something
that's good to be aware of.

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but that doesn't mean that, like,
you shouldn't still think about

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and plan for things just in case.
- Yeah.

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I guess I don't really say "why"
but I mean, my why is because - 

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being able to anticipate
creates room to feel and be free

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and take risks
- Yeah!

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Testing and having safer sex practices creates
trust so that you can take risks.

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That's like, my "why"
- Yeah

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Yeah. We do some pretty gnarly stuff.

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So yeah. You've done porn before.

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Why do you continue to do it?

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I think it's fun.

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I was a theater kid growing up, so...

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I love kink and I love sex,
but I think that also having,

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the staging and the outfits and
the concepts and stuff

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is really cool and
I like the collaborative-ness of it.

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I've definitely done like solo
porn and stuff as well, but it's not

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as fun and interesting
because I like how we were brainstorming

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and stuff and bouncing things off....

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yeah.

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What about you?

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Other than, yeah, doing solo DIY cam stuff.

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This is my first production.
You know that.

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Yeah, I think that's...

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I mean, I definitely want to do it again.

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I really liked it. It's exciting.

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And, like, what drew me to it...

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I think, one, I'm just an exhibitionist.

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For real.

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And two, being able to get paid
to do things - fun things - with people you like

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and are doing cool stuff with on camera,
it's like fucking awesome.

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And I've watched CrashPad a lot before
and have really liked it.

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I really like people's - like,
everyone brings whatever they want to the shoot

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and I want to be part of that.

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That feels good.

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What kind of sex toy would you be.

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If you could be any.

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I think I would be

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a stainless steel chastity cage.

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Nice.

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Do you have like reasoning behind it
or just the vibes you're feeling.

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It's just vibes.

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(laughs)

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I love that.

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Super on-the-dot question. I'm just like,
no explanation, just: "chastity cage"

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- Yeah I see it.

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Now I think about it, 
I'm like, maybe a flogger... or-

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I like my heart crop,
because it leaves heart-shaped marks.

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Yeah.

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And so something like that,
but with a different shape.

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But like, outside of that,
I kind of feel like a sex toy

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because I got holes and hands and...

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(laughs)

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I can do whatever! You know?

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Now that I'm thinking about it too,

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have you seen those,
spiked paddles that are leather?

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They're leather spiked paddles,
but they're, like, tanned or dyed in a way

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where when they get blood on them,
they oxidize and they change color,

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That's what I'd be.

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We need to go.

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Yeah, yeah.

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I don't know. 
Fuck imperialism. Get organized.

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I thought you were going to say,
Fuck imperialism. Get ORGASMS.

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- That's too.

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- Yeah, yeah.

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That's what I guess our closing statement is!

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Thank you for doing this with me!

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I had so much fun.
- Thank you!

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Wait, who?

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Thank you who?

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(laughing)

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"Bleep!"

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Thank you, Goddexx Mayari.
- Thank you, Goddexx Eden.