Goddexx Inti: How did you enjoy the shoot today?

Zenbü: The shoot today for me was empowering in a way that I never imagined it to be. When I think of porn industries, I don't think of like, QTBIPOC-inclusive porn. You know, uh, filming. And I don't think about... And I think about safety, and how there's a lack of safety regard. And so something I truly enjoyed was how those things were prioritized. And that made me feel excited, intrigued, curious about, you know, how today would go. I really enjoyed our time on camera. I had no clue what it was going to be like. But upon meeting you and, you know, getting to know you, it's been really easy for me intuitively to just open up and be vulnerable in that way. So I really appreciate that and appreciate working with you. Yeah. What are some things that you enjoyed about today?

Goddexx Inti: Well, I think *I* was the one that opened up today. (laughing) So I really enjoyed being opened up. It's been seven months of intentional celibacy on my end, so I was ready. So it was really beautiful to to come into this shoot and a very ritualistic opening kind of way and with you and to experience such intimacy on camera together. It was really nice to get feel safe. I really agree with that, too.

Zenbü: So what was most challenging for you in the shoot? If anything.

Goddexx Inti: I think the most challenging piece was making sure I wasn't trying to become Daddy during the scene, but also still being caring and... just like even though I wasn't Daddy, I could still be guiding. You know, like, it's okay. Like... those two roles don't have to be like, THIS is how it looks like you know, it can interchange and switch up too. So I think, yeah, like making sure I stay in my lane, but also like knowing that it's okay not to be perfect.

Zenbü: Like fluidity within fluidity.

Goddexx Inti: Yeah. Yeah. What was most challenging for you?

Zenbü: I think for me, maybe with this being one of my first scenes that I've ever done in my life, you know, I think that was a challenge in itself. In not knowing, you know, how my body would respond to, you know, being on scene versus theorizing like what this could look like, you know? And, you know, over - I was worried about overthinking like, you know, some of the scenes, which in the beginning it was a little bit of a challenge. And I did my brain was kind of like [mimics drumming sound]  d-d-d-d-d-d and then, you know, I think there was a moment where you're like, Oh, we'll just play. And I was like, Oh okay! Like, let's just have fun, duh! And like, you know, have a good time and be safe. And I think that helped me to ease into the role and to just naturally like, you know, open up - well, YOU did the opening up (laughs) But you know! "Opening up" in terms of just being vulnerable in front of the camera and performing in that way and what that feels like. Yeah.

Goddexx Inti: (softly) Thank you.

Goddexx Inti: What are your safer sex practices and why?

Zenbü: I think for me, number one is communication and safety, checking in with the person and, you know, wanting to check in about and being trauma-informed hey, like, are you okay with this touch? Hey, does this feel comfortable for you? And, you know, being able to directly communicate like my needs and also to hear the needs of those who I'm working with? And, you know, again, getting tested, like, as frequently as I can and always being transparent about that, you know, with those who I'm intimate with. And yeah, so I think it really comes down to transparency and, you know, it's like communication and also I think safety.

Goddexx Inti: Yeah. Mine, I go... I heard once from a good friend of mine, the three C's: clarity, consent, and containers. So I think I prioritize those Communication, getting tested after each new partner and also if -  even if I have played with someone before, if they are engaging with new partners to get tested as well, and using barriers like condoms and such.

Zenbü: If you've done porn before, why did you come in and do it? And if not, why did you come in today?

Goddexx Inti: Yeah, well, I have done porn before with CrashPad and it's always been such a blessing and so healing. And I feel like that is the main word that I use when I've done films here. It's just healing. I get to embrace a lot of different sides of myself in my fluidity, like my masculinity and my femininity. I feel like people don't know what side of Goddexx they're going to get.

Zenbü: I love that.

Goddexx Inti: So it's like, is Daddy Goddexx? Is it Boy Goddexx? Is it FemBoy Goddexx? What are we going to get today? So yeah, I - I want people to see the fluidity in sexuality and gender, and that's why I keep doing it.
So why did you come in to do porn today?

Zenbü: For me, I find it to be liberatory for myself, and I find it to be healing. And again, in the practice of safety and you know this beings and this centering, you know, QTBIPOC bodies and people, that makes me feel a lot more inclined to want to explore. It was something I was always interested in, you know, BDSM and like, you know, the porn industry, but I didn't really know how to come into it in recognizing that it's dominated by cis het white men, you know? And of course, I don't think safety is necessarily prioritized in those regards. So this to me is actually a game changer. Like and this makes me feel like, you know, there is possibility. There is a possibility and we can re-imagine like, you know, our features and - and recreate those narratives for ourselves and together. And that in itself is incredibly empowering. And yeah, like this has been also healing, you know, for me. So I just I'm really grateful to be here.

Goddexx Inti: If you could be any sex toy, which would you be?

Zenbü: (sighs) That's so hard. There's like, so many toys circulating through my head. I think one of the most immediate answers that come to mind. There is a sex toy or a dildo called The Maverick, and it's like about eight inches and it's just so nice. The girth is nice. Like it makes me feel like Big Daddy for real. I'm like, oh my god! Like, it's soft, it's squishy. It's comfortable, but it DELIVERS! So there's, like, duality to the Maverick, which I love as a dualistic person and as a shapeshifter. So I guess that's my answer. (laughing)

Goddexx Inti: That's great.

Zenbü: All right. So if you could be any sex toy, what sex toy would you be and why?

Goddexx Inti: Oh my god, this one's hard... (laughing) I don't want to answer. Nah! You know, I feel like your's was such a good answer. I can't top that. But I'm just going to go with the Realdoe because there's two ends to it. It's like, enjoyment for both people. And that's what I'm thinking of today.

Zenbü: Love, love.

Goddexx Inti: Just gratitude. Just gratitude to my costar and gratitude to the crew and everyone here today.

Zenbü: Yes. I want to echo that!  Gratitude to you. Like, I don't think I would have wanted to do this with any other person. This is really special. Thank you. Like, you're really amazing. And the crew, everybody here, like also really sweet, awesome, amazing people.

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Goddexx Inti: Ashé.

Zenbü: Ashé.