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(Intro music)

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How did you enjoy the shoot today?

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Well I thought it was amazing

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It was super, super fun

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It was my first threesome

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and I think it was really special to do with you two.

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It felt really ritualistic and spiritual, and erotic.

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How about you?

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Oh my goodness. I enjoyed many things.

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I think you both are so sexy 

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and I love threes.

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Three is such a magic number. 

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I also enjoyed the pleasure of watching you two fuck

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What did you enjoy?

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I also enjoyed watching you two fuck.

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(all laugh)

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I liked being a voyeur for a moment.

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That was definitely fun.

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Struggling behind the both of you

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Feeling your weight on top of me.

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That was really hot.

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Yeah.
- It was.

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What was the most challenging
about the shoot?

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Trying to keep time

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... trying to keep time in mind

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was a big thing for me

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I was trying to think of

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how long they were doing things for and

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trying not to get too lost in the moment

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so that I could

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be ready for the next transition.

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So that was probably the most
challenging for me.

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I think one of the most challenging things for me

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was trying to keep my makeup on!

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Ya'll just smeared it right from the beginning!

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(All laugh) 

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Yes

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The most challenging thing for me

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is also not getting lost in what we planned

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I'm such a Virgo

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I'm like "okay the outline,
we're going to do it this way..."

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And I was trying to be really present

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and go with the flow and the energy

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between all of us

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there were times that I would 
stumble over my words

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and just try to keep going.

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That was a little challenging,

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but I feel really good

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about what we created.

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(All murmur and agree)

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What are your safer sex practices?

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And why?

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This is such a great person.

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I love - before sex with people,

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especially you folks,

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I like asking like what they enjoy.

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For all three of us

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we actually filled out a beautiful BDSM list

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to be able to learn what feels good to us

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The things that we don't want,

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I think checking in is a really,

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really important sex practice for me. 

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For me,

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testing is really important. 

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Keeping really up-to-date with my testing.

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Keeping up-to-date with COVID testing, too.

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Adding that to the mix.

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And just checking in

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with folks that are participating

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what sorts of things we might want to do

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what sorts of things are off-limits

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And on the day of, even asking
if there's anything off-limits

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in that particular moment

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because things can change

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Absolutely.

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I'm combining both of yours.

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I do both checking in and STI testing regularly

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Same

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If you've done porn,

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why do you continue to do it?

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And if not,

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why did you do today?

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I've never done for porn before.

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This is my first experience,

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And first threesome. Yay!

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I think that for me

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it was a moment of really
reclaiming my sexuality

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and really standing in my power

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Especially femme erotic power

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that's still new to me as a trans and queer person 

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that I've never really been able to explore that

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and I've really been wanting to do that with sexuality

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I have done porn before 

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and I continue to do porn because 

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the foundation of my life is
based on connection and pleasure.

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And with that I - I always remember

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where my foundations are built.

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It's my first time doing porn and it was so magical

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and the reason I wanted to do it was

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you two magical beings.

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And also as a survivor, I think it's
really important for me

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to be able to reclaim the power
that's always been mine

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and especially my erotic power and to be able to practice it

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and be witness in it, is really,

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really healing for me.

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And so exciting. And porn is hot.

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(All chuckle in agreement)

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So what has been your favorite
thing about quarantine? 

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My favorite thing about quarantine is that it's given me

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an opportunity to spend a lot of time with myself.

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And with that,

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I've been able to explore like different outfits and makeup

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looks in my own room and start doing that virtually for folks

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it's just been a really creative time
and healing time for me

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What about you?

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Quarantine...

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It's been really fun to slow down.

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I feel like... it's fun and hard.

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I think it's taught me a lot to tune into

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what my body needs, to practice care in different ways

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I'll cook it for myself.

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I think it's been so transformative for me to

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slow down, have my heating pad on
watch shows and

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cuddle with my dog.  

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So it's been giving me a lot

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more spaciousness

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to experience pleasure

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in ways that were harder to do pre-COVID.

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I want to piggy-back on what you were saying

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definitely slowing down has been
one of my favorite parts

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about quarantine.

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It's allowed myself to have some free time with myself and

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let myself grow in that space of 

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being alone with myself.