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And I'm rolling

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Rolling... check check, one two, okay

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Got your hands.

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One two, up

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Good? Yeah

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*clap* thank you

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How did you enjoy the shoot today?

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Oh it was wonderful

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Yeah?

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It was so much fun

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I had... it was such a new 
thing and it was really cool.

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oh, I'm sure you liked it, I can tell

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*giggling*

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*fabric rustles*

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So what was challenging about this?

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If anything?

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Just trying to,

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I guess doing.

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I was kinda just doing what we normally do,

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but... Doing it sort of,
with cameras rolling.

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Is, I mean, that was always
in the back of my mind.

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Yeah, same.

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So I hope, y'know, I hope it
didn't come across too much

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I was definitely a little
self-conscious like, um,

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because the cameras are out it's like,

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how am I gonna to move,

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how am I gonna to look, how am I gonna act

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Yeah

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Is this gonna show up well on the camera?

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I had the easier job, I think

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Yes, you had the easier job as the bottom

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I also like, have a lot of body image issues

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so I was feeling a little self-conscious
about my body and all of that

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well you looked amazing, so

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Thank you, I appreciate that.

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Do you need me to untie you or anything?

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Uh, no, but can I have some water?

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yep

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Let's hope we don't spill this.

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Can you sit up?

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If I give this to you?

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(Crew, off camera) Don't worry, there's
been plenty of liquids on this bed

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So what are, I guess OUR  safer sex practices?

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And why?

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Well at this point we're fluid-bonded

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I've been tested and all of that, so

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same

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We're uh

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but

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we do use condoms, on toys and stuff.

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yeah, that's really important. Especially
if we're playing not at home

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yes

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um, there, any sort of, uh 
*clicks tongue*

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geez, any sort of

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what words, sorry

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any sort of like, contact?

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I mean I guess, using barriers
of any kind is, is important

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yes...especially if we're not at home, 
we're gonna use barriers, we're gonna use

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hand sanitizer to wash ourselves and all of that

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And also just, when it comes to like,

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when it comes to kink and stuff,

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making sure that we know safe words,

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you know,

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make sure that we know that we have, when it 
comes to rope that we have safety scissors at all times

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when we're using,

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you know,

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locks for the keys, etcetera

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yeah, I always make sure
to check in with her, too

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to be like, "is this okay"

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I think in the scene I said

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"so is that an enthusiastic
yes or is that a no?"

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and she said,

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yes please,

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which is like,

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kind of one of our things, because you say,

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why did I say yes please

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well 'cause you say "no thank you"
when you don't want it

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I know, I know

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*vibrator buzzes*

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Oh yeah don't stop

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*moans*

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oh that keep going

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So,

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what brought you here today,

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well I've done camming before

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and I wanted to try CrashPad,

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cuz I actually really like CrashPad

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I'm a big fan of the site

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I, personally, um

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wanted to provide a little more
representation for trans people,

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like,

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especially like transfeminine people
cuz there's not a lot of

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Like, she's more butch, and I'm more femme,
so there's not a lot of the butch-femme kinda thing going on

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And just in general,

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like,

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I wanted to see,

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I wanted to show like some of the ways in

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which we have sex is a little different than

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like trans porn that's geared for straight men

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where it's just all about the anal,

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all of like,

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there's nothing wrong with that, but trans porn
that's more geared for straight men tends to be very fetishizing

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And so,

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I liked

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that we could be in a you-know,
a queer-positive

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friendly environment where it
was made for and by queer people

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Sure. It's important to me as, y'know,
being trans, being queer

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 being a person of color that I that

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I do stuff like, it's weird, but it's
important to me that I do stuff like this

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'cause I want, when it comes to
porn and erotica and stuff

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I want to see more of me out there.

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And I'm sure I'm not the only person who wants

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to see more of it,

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you know,

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me or them out there.

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And so this is a way to do that.

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yeah, and also like

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I'm very self-conscious about being trans.

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So like I am relatively,

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like,

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low-key about it.

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I kind of stay stealth in my personal life.

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And so this is like a good way for me

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to kind of,

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put a positive spin on it

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this is a great way to celebrate it

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Exactly where I like,

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Where like,

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I spent so much time kinda not
liking being trans

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feeling very uncomfortable with it

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that this really was an empowering
experience around that

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mhm

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that was nice

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*they both chuckle*

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You've been such a good girl today

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*laughing*

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we're done

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cool

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this was I really didn't know
what to expect coming

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into this

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yeah me neither

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'cause I mean you've done, you've
done some camming but I've never...

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This is my first time doing this and

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that is,

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it was really fun

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is it was wonderful.

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And like I said,

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I've always been a big fan
of CrashPad and I've

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wanted to be on here for a while.

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So... it's an honor.

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It helps that I had a really good partner.

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Yeah same. As soon as I found this when I was like,

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let's do it.

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*both chuckle*

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awesome

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Captioned by: TheMaddestHatter