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So what is your favorite thing about the shoot today?

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Um, I mean I love fisting you! (Laughs)

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But also, I just like you

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in general, because

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I feel like you make really good eye-contact

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and it's real easy to feel connected to you

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when you're fucking me and I'm fucking you

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so, I think, eye contact.

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Cool! Yeah, I definitely think that

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I had a really good time when you were riding my face.

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That was super hot and we haven't done that before,

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and that was super fun.

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Oh yeah.

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And when you pushed my knee up, so I was like...

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(laughs) Am I allowed to do that?

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Yeah, yeah! That was good.

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That was good. It was hot! I like being surprised.

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Same.

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Did you find anything challenging about the shoot?

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I think I had a little bit of a hard time

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opening up at first

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when you were fisting me

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but we got through it

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you know,

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I can you were very receptive to my body and

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took a short break. Took a pee break got back into it and

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then it was great. Yeah, you slid right in after that.

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So what about you? Was there anything challenging?

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I think,

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like,

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I didn't think my boots were gonna get in the way

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but as someone who likes to wrestle
and throw around, I felt like

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my boots, just kept getting caught up kind

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of took me out of the moment

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Yeah, yeah

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And being a little bit aware of

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"how does that look?"

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Which isn't always what I'm trying to
think about when I'm shooting

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It was really in the beginning so

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I feel like we got into it.

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Yeah,

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I hear you.

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The boots are hot though.

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They are very hot.

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(Laughs) They look good.

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So what are your safer sex practices and why?

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Well, I feel like my first safer sex practice
is negotiation.

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And we negotiated before we even got here

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you know, so like...

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we talked about safer sex practices
together before we arrived.

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So we weren't surprised by what each other's were.

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Yes.

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...and also being like open to if other

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people have different practices,

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like you wanted a glove. I don't usually
use them, but being open to whatever

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makes us feel the most comfortable
is probably number one

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but I feel like the list could go on!

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there's like, and endless...

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Yeah, I hear you.

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I definitely am in that same realm as that

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I'm on PrEP and I get tested every two weeks

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Me too.

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I do actually prefer gloves

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with fisting because of nails.

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I'm prone to bleeding with nails.

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Yeah.

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But other than that,

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I think it's the negotiation and talking about it and being

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transparent with sexual practices.

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Yeah and getting tested.

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I know you've done porn before

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because we've done porn together.

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Why do you continue to do porn?

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I honestly feel like I'm really passionate
about porn

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I think...

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one of...

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I don't know.

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I think we're taught all the time that porn

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or that sex and sexual desire occurs in

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a bedroom in a space but I think it's

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actually all the time throughout our daily lives,

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not everybody but a lot of people like our daily life

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is constantly being interrupted by sexual thoughts.

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Like you know like going to the coffee shop
and there's a cute barista

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or you're on public transit

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and you're thinking about sex

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but these are just super repressed.

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I make porn because I feel like so many people

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have these like shared fantasies of

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locker rooms or airplane sex

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or just these different sexual situations

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but because of the way society is structured,

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we don't get to act out

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so there's just this mass desire

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that's not having a release.

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and... for me...

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it gives me a release to be able to,
like, locker room porn

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that I, especially as a trans person just wouldn't happen

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but also it feels like way to share that with other people

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Maybe they're not going to
enact the scene through me

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But through watching me,

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I'm sharing that with them and we're having

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a shared release of like these things that are

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desires that are just really unacknowledged.

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That we're all having, but no one is really talking about.

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I feel like that's my main thing...

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I also had no sex ed growing up at all

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I didn't know what trans people were until I was an adult

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yeah.

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And people are obsessed with
saying that "porn isn't sex ed"

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Sex ed is like "Your 'funny parts' start to get weird!"

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You know? That's the terminology they used!

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Yeah, yeah.

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I don't know, maybe porn shouldn't be ALL of sex ed,

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but it definitely is something that

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I've learned a lot from.

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Yeah,

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Even before I started doing it.

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Yeah, I do think it's common for people to get their

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sexual education from porn

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and that's why it's important to have

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porn that's authentic and real,

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and with a variety of people like

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to a diverse group of people.

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But I like doing porn because

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I'm hot and I'm good at it.

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(Laughs)

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because I'm hot and I'm good at it.

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And I also like doing porn because it's really empowering

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as a trans person to to be able to

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share my body on camera with people

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And,

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you know,

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it's a body that I used to hide from everyone

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including myself.

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So it's really empowering to be able to be in

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a place where I feel good naked

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And I can share that experience with my co-star and

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the viewers.

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Yeah

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You do look good naked.

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Thank you

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I like looking at you naked.

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What has been your favorite thing about quarantine?

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Um, well I think...

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having time to pause and reflect on

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my life and what's not working,

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and what is working and

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You know,

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with that pause being able to let go of what

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is not working or move on from what's not working

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and go with what is and I think that's,

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that's how I got into porn.

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So I'm super grateful for that. What about you?

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It's very similar.

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I got into porn during quarantine

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and it feels like,

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the right thing for me in so many ways.

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It's something I'd wanted to do for a long time

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but I just think I needed the pause

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I feel like we're going going going all the time

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and there's just so much

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pressure all the time.

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And it's just like... there's no time to really

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yeah,

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like you said, look at what's working and what's not.

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It was an opportunity for a lot of introspection

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and I like being alone.

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same. I definitely enjoy the alone time.

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Yeah

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You're hot.

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(Laughs)

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The best thing about quarantine was meeting you.

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but not during...

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(Laughs)

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Not during that part, but, you know.

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I had a great time working with you Austin and

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also with CrashPad.

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So thank you.

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I would just say that, I don't know,

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like I feel like a lot of people message me

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really I want to do porn but they like,

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you know,

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like it's hard to like... just like try it if

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you want to. You know?

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It's been such a good thing for me.

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Yeah.

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Maybe it's not for everybody.

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You know,

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most people I know who are in it have gotten

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something out of it and even if they didn't continue

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with it,

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they got a lot of information.

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So

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Yeah.

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So if you're interested, I suggest it, I guess.

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Why not?

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Cute.