1 00:00:01,070 --> 00:00:03,070 (Intro music) 2 00:00:18,370 --> 00:00:19,530 (Shine Louise Houston) Okay, thank you. 3 00:00:20,270 --> 00:00:22,270 One of you is going to ask the other 4 00:00:22,400 --> 00:00:23,010 What? 5 00:00:23,230 --> 00:00:24,750 "How'd you enjoy the shoot today?" 6 00:00:25,670 --> 00:00:26,430 I'll start. 7 00:00:26,630 --> 00:00:28,790 So, what'd you enjoy about the shoot today? 8 00:00:28,990 --> 00:00:31,350 ACAB, what'd you got? Or... "Tyler"... 9 00:00:31,550 --> 00:00:33,550 (Laughs) 10 00:00:33,750 --> 00:00:35,280 Um... 11 00:00:35,710 --> 00:00:39,130 Gosh, I.... think it was really fun to.... 12 00:00:39,500 --> 00:00:43,440 ..get dressed up. And, uh... cosplay. Basically. 13 00:00:43,550 --> 00:00:44,680 Yeah, mhmm 14 00:00:45,130 --> 00:00:51,030 Cause I'm not actually an avid sports fan and I don't know that much about football! 15 00:00:51,630 --> 00:00:54,690 But, um... 'bromanticizing' 16 00:00:54,890 --> 00:01:01,810 the homo-eroticism of a bunch of dudes in sports gear is pretty fun. 17 00:01:02,010 --> 00:01:03,640 Yeah it's so gay! (Laughs) 18 00:01:04,030 --> 00:01:07,960 It felt really good to like, wear my outfit. And pretend. 19 00:01:08,050 --> 00:01:09,270 How about you? 20 00:01:09,470 --> 00:01:10,340 Um... 21 00:01:10,630 --> 00:01:11,810 I don't know... 22 00:01:12,130 --> 00:01:16,500 I love you, and you're my lover, and my friend and everything 23 00:01:16,800 --> 00:01:19,380 and so, any time doing this with you, it's um... 24 00:01:19,800 --> 00:01:21,800 ..it's just hella fun, man. 25 00:01:22,000 --> 00:01:24,000 I love that we get to dress up and roleplay. 26 00:01:25,200 --> 00:01:27,200 I think we should do tennis next time. 27 00:01:27,400 --> 00:01:29,400 (Laughs) 28 00:01:32,300 --> 00:01:34,300 Yeah, it's been really good. 29 00:01:34,500 --> 00:01:36,500 I think just... with you, you know? 30 00:01:36,700 --> 00:01:37,460 It's always fun. 31 00:01:37,660 --> 00:01:39,660 I mean, yeah. We have fun no matter what we're doing. 32 00:01:40,350 --> 00:01:43,830 This is just like part of our relationship. 33 00:01:44,030 --> 00:01:46,030 It's how we roll, you know! 34 00:01:48,800 --> 00:01:50,800 Let's try something else, hey! 35 00:01:51,790 --> 00:01:54,890 I love when we were trying to figure out what 'vanilla' was. 36 00:01:55,830 --> 00:01:57,830 You know... outfits.... (laughs) 37 00:02:01,180 --> 00:02:03,180 Um, what was the most challenging thing today? 38 00:02:05,360 --> 00:02:07,360 Uh... phew! 39 00:02:07,860 --> 00:02:11,320 Getting up early... ..to do queer porn 40 00:02:14,490 --> 00:02:16,490 Um, yeah, I guess 41 00:02:16,690 --> 00:02:18,690 I think that, otherwise... 42 00:02:19,310 --> 00:02:23,270 ..putting on a role and doing more dialogue and acting 43 00:02:24,100 --> 00:02:26,100 is challenging for me 44 00:02:26,970 --> 00:02:30,480 but it's fun to practice and experiment with it 45 00:02:30,680 --> 00:02:32,680 because that's how you get more comfortable with it. 46 00:02:33,410 --> 00:02:34,580 Yeah 47 00:02:34,750 --> 00:02:35,480 How about you? 48 00:02:35,770 --> 00:02:39,810 I think, uh... Honestly man, for me? I think the dialogue went great! 49 00:02:40,010 --> 00:02:42,520 Like, I think we just played into our roles 50 00:02:43,650 --> 00:02:46,770 I could go a long time without hearing the word 'bro'.... 51 00:02:46,970 --> 00:02:48,970 (Laughs) 52 00:02:49,170 --> 00:02:51,170 Cause it's a thing... but it's cool... 53 00:02:51,369 --> 00:02:53,369 bro's got their love too. 54 00:02:54,510 --> 00:02:58,090 I think it was challenging for me because I had to learn football dialogue 55 00:02:58,290 --> 00:03:00,080 How do 'bros' talk? 56 00:03:00,280 --> 00:03:02,280 So that part, the studying 57 00:03:04,180 --> 00:03:05,460 trying to figure out 58 00:03:05,580 --> 00:03:08,910 how they are and everything was just kinda cute, you know? 59 00:03:09,110 --> 00:03:11,110 And funny at the same time. 60 00:03:14,030 --> 00:03:16,030 It was fun playing around with it. 61 00:03:16,230 --> 00:03:17,880 But the homework was 62 00:03:18,080 --> 00:03:19,410 probably the hardest part. 63 00:03:19,750 --> 00:03:21,750 That was my morning, watching football. 64 00:03:21,950 --> 00:03:23,950 And cleaning out. 65 00:03:27,880 --> 00:03:28,870 You know what was weird about that 66 00:03:29,010 --> 00:03:30,200 like it was fun to 67 00:03:30,400 --> 00:03:31,780 experiment with that dialogue 68 00:03:31,970 --> 00:03:33,560 but it was interesting because 69 00:03:33,760 --> 00:03:37,460 that's not how we usually talk to ourselves 70 00:03:37,660 --> 00:03:39,660 and our community 71 00:03:39,860 --> 00:03:41,030 outside of here 72 00:03:41,160 --> 00:03:42,510 like especially 73 00:03:42,710 --> 00:03:44,710 I actively 74 00:03:44,910 --> 00:03:50,660 try to use non-gendered words when I'm addressing people 75 00:03:50,850 --> 00:03:52,850 because I don't know how that's going to make them feel. 76 00:03:53,050 --> 00:03:55,530 So the fact that this was consensual between us 77 00:03:55,730 --> 00:03:57,730 and we were 78 00:03:57,930 --> 00:03:59,930 using it in a playful way 79 00:04:00,700 --> 00:04:02,700 but I'm definitely not trying to - 80 00:04:03,120 --> 00:04:03,740 yeah, bro 81 00:04:03,880 --> 00:04:05,880 - 'bro' everybody! 82 00:04:10,940 --> 00:04:13,160 So, how bout um... 83 00:04:13,360 --> 00:04:18,700 What's your safe sex practices in this time that we're in, in this world? 84 00:04:18,899 --> 00:04:20,660 Oh, wow. Um... 85 00:04:21,100 --> 00:04:24,710 Yeah, I feel like that's always going to be 86 00:04:24,910 --> 00:04:28,100 a tricky subject during a global pandemic 87 00:04:29,850 --> 00:04:31,850 Um, but as far as my safer sex practices have gone 88 00:04:34,000 --> 00:04:36,000 I do have more than one partner 89 00:04:37,320 --> 00:04:41,640 everybody that I'm involved with, we've been getting tested 90 00:04:41,700 --> 00:04:43,700 for COVID and sharing our results 91 00:04:44,130 --> 00:04:47,570 Also, all of my housemates are getting tested 92 00:04:47,770 --> 00:04:55,500 and I'm keeping my interactions to being between a small 'pod' 93 00:04:56,580 --> 00:04:57,340 close friends. 94 00:04:57,440 --> 00:04:57,950 Yeah 95 00:04:58,900 --> 00:05:00,900 You and two other people 96 00:05:02,480 --> 00:05:07,600 But, yeah, I think that totally not engaging in any activity 97 00:05:08,870 --> 00:05:10,870 that personally would be really harmful for me 98 00:05:11,070 --> 00:05:16,820 So I'm trying to mitigate my risk, and see it as harm reduction. 99 00:05:17,020 --> 00:05:17,580 Yeah. 100 00:05:18,720 --> 00:05:19,620 So, yeah. 101 00:05:19,740 --> 00:05:20,220 That's real. 102 00:05:20,460 --> 00:05:24,980 To me it's like, it's... it's crazy 103 00:05:25,390 --> 00:05:27,390 It's like, "Get your STD test..." 104 00:05:27,590 --> 00:05:29,590 "Oh! AND your COVID." 105 00:05:29,790 --> 00:05:32,540 It's like, this is the world we're in right now. 106 00:05:33,080 --> 00:05:36,120 I... you do your best. 107 00:05:37,700 --> 00:05:39,730 You know, we have our little pods, you and I are together 108 00:05:41,100 --> 00:05:45,090 And of course we both have other lovers 109 00:05:45,510 --> 00:05:48,560 You know, it's like the risk factor you take. 110 00:05:50,490 --> 00:05:53,900 And I'm talking more about COVID than STDs. 111 00:05:54,730 --> 00:05:58,690 It's in with the conversation, right? 112 00:05:58,760 --> 00:06:03,320 So, I keep a small pod, as much as you can, to be safe. 113 00:06:04,910 --> 00:06:07,820 Um, and... - It's hard for poly sluts like us! 114 00:06:07,980 --> 00:06:09,980 Fucking pandemic's killing us! 115 00:06:12,940 --> 00:06:14,940 Yeah, so... 116 00:06:15,140 --> 00:06:17,140 But uh... 117 00:06:17,410 --> 00:06:19,120 (Shine Louise Houston) And next ask each other 118 00:06:19,180 --> 00:06:21,180 "Why do you continue to do porn?" 119 00:06:21,380 --> 00:06:23,380 Or if this is the first time you've done porn, which it definitely isn't.... 120 00:06:23,580 --> 00:06:25,580 Do you want to ask this time? 121 00:06:25,780 --> 00:06:27,780 Oh, um.... 122 00:06:29,390 --> 00:06:31,390 I know you've done a couple of porn shoots now 123 00:06:31,590 --> 00:06:34,300 what keeps you coming back? - Two with you! 124 00:06:34,500 --> 00:06:36,500 What keeps me coming? 125 00:06:36,700 --> 00:06:38,700 (Both laugh) 126 00:06:40,380 --> 00:06:42,380 What keeps me coming... um... 127 00:06:42,580 --> 00:06:44,580 I mean honestly, to me 128 00:06:44,780 --> 00:06:46,780 when I think about photos and porn 129 00:06:46,980 --> 00:06:48,980 and, this is all, like... 130 00:06:51,520 --> 00:06:53,520 ..Like, years from now, when I'm dead. 131 00:06:53,720 --> 00:06:54,970 This shit's gonna be around. 132 00:06:55,170 --> 00:06:57,170 It's like, we're making history for the future generations 133 00:06:57,370 --> 00:06:59,370 I know that sounds weird. 134 00:06:59,570 --> 00:07:01,570 But it's like, I want to be documented! 135 00:07:01,770 --> 00:07:03,040 I want to be on video. 136 00:07:03,120 --> 00:07:05,120 I want to be in film. I want people to know in the future what 137 00:07:05,320 --> 00:07:08,260 we were like at this time, you know? 138 00:07:08,460 --> 00:07:10,460 Like, I'm 55. I'm loving this shit. 139 00:07:10,660 --> 00:07:12,660 I'm just... you know... 140 00:07:12,860 --> 00:07:14,860 When I'm 85 I want to look back on this! 141 00:07:16,250 --> 00:07:17,610 And smile! 142 00:07:17,880 --> 00:07:19,880 But I want other generations to know 143 00:07:20,080 --> 00:07:22,080 Hey we're queers, we're here. We've been here. 144 00:07:22,280 --> 00:07:24,280 Like we look back on history 145 00:07:24,479 --> 00:07:26,479 at the queers and everything they did. 146 00:07:26,680 --> 00:07:28,680 Stonewall and all that. 147 00:07:28,880 --> 00:07:31,510 So to me... queer life, queer love 148 00:07:32,420 --> 00:07:34,420 That's so fucking important. 149 00:07:34,620 --> 00:07:37,270 So I'm willing... I want to be a part of that. 150 00:07:37,470 --> 00:07:41,640 I want to put myself out there, and be seen, in that way. 151 00:07:41,730 --> 00:07:42,570 How 'bout you? 152 00:07:42,770 --> 00:07:43,640 That's amazing. 153 00:07:44,080 --> 00:07:46,080 I feel very similar. 154 00:07:46,280 --> 00:07:48,280 Queer, trans visibility. 155 00:07:48,480 --> 00:07:50,480 I feel like there's really not enough 156 00:07:50,680 --> 00:07:52,680 real content. 157 00:07:52,880 --> 00:07:54,880 of "us"... like 158 00:07:55,080 --> 00:07:57,080 Like, just being ourselves on camera. 159 00:07:57,280 --> 00:07:59,280 Everything's so fetishized 160 00:07:59,480 --> 00:08:01,480 out there in the world of porn that 161 00:08:01,680 --> 00:08:03,680 having actual people 162 00:08:03,880 --> 00:08:05,880 not just for the future, but I think about it 163 00:08:06,080 --> 00:08:08,080 the kids too 164 00:08:08,280 --> 00:08:11,880 teenagers that are... well, over 18! 165 00:08:12,080 --> 00:08:14,080 You know - Clarify! 166 00:08:15,660 --> 00:08:17,930 For young people in general 167 00:08:18,130 --> 00:08:20,420 who want to find something to identify with 168 00:08:21,050 --> 00:08:23,930 and then feel more comfortable with themselves and their bodies 169 00:08:24,130 --> 00:08:27,300 You know, if they have the opportunity to see something like this 170 00:08:27,600 --> 00:08:30,680 then maybe it will give them hope, if they're not quite there yet. 171 00:08:31,740 --> 00:08:33,740 even when you're 55... 172 00:08:33,940 --> 00:08:35,940 (Both laugh) 173 00:08:36,960 --> 00:08:38,960 Still going for the touchdown! 174 00:08:40,570 --> 00:08:42,570 So that's really important 175 00:08:42,770 --> 00:08:45,560 I also think just working for Pink and White Productions 176 00:08:45,760 --> 00:08:47,760 CrashPad, it's like... 177 00:08:47,960 --> 00:08:51,350 They don't tell you what to do, you just get to come in here and do your thing. 178 00:08:51,550 --> 00:08:54,850 And that's fucking rare, man. 179 00:08:55,000 --> 00:08:57,180 That's beautiful to have a safe space. 180 00:08:57,400 --> 00:08:58,390 It's authentic. - Yep. 181 00:08:58,550 --> 00:09:00,550 So I really appreciate them. And everything they do. 182 00:09:00,750 --> 00:09:02,750 Even though we were going to show up like this! 183 00:09:02,950 --> 00:09:04,950 (Laughs) 184 00:09:11,000 --> 00:09:13,000 The last bonus question is 185 00:09:13,200 --> 00:09:17,540 "What has been the best thing about quarantine?" 186 00:09:18,890 --> 00:09:19,540 Phew... 187 00:09:19,760 --> 00:09:22,630 Alright, so, this is a tricky question but 188 00:09:25,150 --> 00:09:28,760 For you, what do you think has been the best thing, or one of the best things about quarantine? 189 00:09:28,960 --> 00:09:30,960 One of the best things about quarantine? Um... 190 00:09:31,160 --> 00:09:35,880 I think, the best thing about quarantine is... 191 00:09:36,080 --> 00:09:38,080 ..deeper relationships. 192 00:09:38,280 --> 00:09:40,280 To me, it's like 193 00:09:40,480 --> 00:09:42,480 we've come to a point 194 00:09:42,680 --> 00:09:47,200 because people feel isolated 195 00:09:47,440 --> 00:09:49,440 we're building deeper 196 00:09:49,640 --> 00:09:53,990 relationships in our community because we need to reach out to each other 197 00:09:54,390 --> 00:09:57,390 we need to check in on each other 198 00:09:57,540 --> 00:09:59,540 like this is serious, you know? 199 00:10:01,840 --> 00:10:03,840 So, um... 200 00:10:04,040 --> 00:10:07,570 The best thing is building deeper relationships in our community. 201 00:10:07,860 --> 00:10:09,860 And we've been through a lot this past year. 202 00:10:10,060 --> 00:10:11,050 So, um... 203 00:10:11,450 --> 00:10:14,470 Yeah, I would say that's the best thing. How about you? What do you think is the best thing? 204 00:10:14,670 --> 00:10:15,180 Yeah. 205 00:10:16,030 --> 00:10:18,030 Honestly, that really resonates with me a lot... 206 00:10:19,500 --> 00:10:22,390 and thinking about how, prior to this 207 00:10:23,760 --> 00:10:26,340 you just see people around wherever 208 00:10:26,390 --> 00:10:27,830 and it was way more spontaneous 209 00:10:28,220 --> 00:10:30,010 but there's a lot more intention now. 210 00:10:30,090 --> 00:10:31,450 And space to hang out with people. 211 00:10:32,090 --> 00:10:34,090 Um, and also I feel like 212 00:10:34,290 --> 00:10:38,210 collectively, we're thinking and talking about boundaries more. 213 00:10:38,410 --> 00:10:39,250 Yeah, that's real. 214 00:10:39,460 --> 00:10:43,040 You know, even when you do meet up for a distanced hang out 215 00:10:43,240 --> 00:10:46,020 people ask, like, is it okay if I'm this close to you 216 00:10:46,220 --> 00:10:49,740 and things like that. And I think that collectively out in the world 217 00:10:50,050 --> 00:10:51,350 hopefully when all this ends 218 00:10:51,730 --> 00:11:00,050 that we'll kind of just be more ingrained into our habits of thinking about other people and their space 219 00:11:00,250 --> 00:11:03,460 Yeah, getting closer to people - Yeah 220 00:11:03,600 --> 00:11:07,430 And just having this like giant social dynamic change 221 00:11:07,630 --> 00:11:09,630 That's real. Yeah. - Yeah 222 00:11:09,830 --> 00:11:11,350 And hanging out with you. 223 00:11:11,550 --> 00:11:13,550 Yeah. And doing porn. 224 00:11:13,750 --> 00:11:15,750 Being able to do porn. THANK YOU! 225 00:11:15,950 --> 00:11:17,950 Thank you, yeah! - Woot! 226 00:11:18,150 --> 00:11:20,150 Yeah, that's great. 227 00:11:20,350 --> 00:11:22,350 Bow! Touch down! (Laughs) 228 00:11:24,680 --> 00:11:26,680 Spike! (Laughs)