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Thank you.

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All right. Action when you're ready.

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Come on in.

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I got a key to this spot.

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That party was a little whack, wasn't it?

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I know wasn't it?

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Yeah.

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We're gonna have a little bit more fun.

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I think so.

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Cool. Hold where you are.

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How did you enjoy the shoot?

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I had fun. I had a lot of fun.

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I really enjoyed the pink hood.

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Putting it on your was a little bit of a

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technical difficulty at first that I wanted to

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close on your throat.

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I had no idea.

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Yeah. I had a lot of fun.

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How about you?

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It was a lot of fun.

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A lot of - two firsts - the hood

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and the strap-on.

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Yes, so I was excited to

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try those for the first time.

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That's awesome.

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Is there... How was it strap-on for you?

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I mean the only challenge is like not being

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able to feel it.

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So it's like thinking of it in

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a different perspective.

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Is was fun.

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Yay, cool.

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Oh, fuck.

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Oh, fuck.

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Yeah.

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You got a nice view?

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Yeah.

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You like this on top, with my cunt?

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Oh.

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Oh.

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Was there anything challenging during the scene

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for you?

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No.

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I thought it was, it flowed

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really well. It was fun.

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It was a good time. What about you.

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Anything challenging?

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No. I think for me

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it was the first time I'd ever used a makeup

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wedge to keep

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from leaking.

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So I thought that was,

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I was a little worried of it popping out then but

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it never. It actually felt really natural

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like I forgot

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I even had it up in me while we were having

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penetrative sex.

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But that was like the only thing I could think of

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like technicalities, that were like challenging.

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What it is like safe sex practices, and why?

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So my safe sex practices are, I

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like wearing gloves -- just because it

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does... If you have nails or hang nails I any cuts

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on your fingers, is just a little bit safer.

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And I think the lube and the latex

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glide a little bit easier for any

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different holes that need to be penetrated.

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And I like using condoms on my toys

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and cocks just cause the cleanup's easier

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and you know it also prevents,

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you know it gives you some prevention

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against sexually transmitted diseases too, and

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bacteria.

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That was also another first.

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I'd never really used gloves.

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You know, I liked it.

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It's actually kind of sexy.

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With those, feels

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so sick.

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My other practices are: I

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am on PrEP.

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I test very regularly like around at

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least once a month

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and I make sure to have conversations

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with people who I have sex with

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see where they're at and kind

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of assess the risk and that see if,

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you know... how many partners they have

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and all that, what their practices are.

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Cool.

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Awesome, yeah. I think that's good that you

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mentioned testing as part of the

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safer sex too.

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That's important.

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I usually get tested after any new partner

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or if I'm about to do something

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and I have been with a couple

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of other people I alwasy like to test after

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a new person. Or whenever

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I do a shoot just to make sure

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everything's current.

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Yeah.

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So I know you do porn and you've done

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the other kinds of kinky

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photo shoots and stuff, what got you into doing

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porn and why do you continue doing it?

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I continue to do it because it's

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fun.

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I enjoy it.

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I like to push boundaries on

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how a

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porn scene

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happens. Like the dynamics.

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I just have fun.

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Cool.

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How about you?

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Me, um.

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I've been doing it for a while now but

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kind of on-and-off

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for other shooting for other companies and also

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for myself.

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I got into creating it myself because

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you know like I don't think

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it's it's easy for a person like me to get

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work in the porn industry itself.

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They tend to favor people who are more

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like very masculine presenting, very 'passable'

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and I'm kind of like this "gender hologram"

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sometimes or I don't fit

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into the typical masc stereotype.

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I'm very effeminate in how I am and

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I want to be able to

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create art and porn that kind of breaks

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those kind of boundaries as well.

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And I just want to see more like

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trans non-binary people, especially of color,

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like having fun times.

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So that's why I keep on doing it.

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And as long as it keeps on being fun and...

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I'll keep on doing it.

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I can feel that because like I

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have never really fit in, myself.

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I started off with semi-mainstream

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but I had such a hard time

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getting shoots because I was

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neither like a big like bull guy

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like they like to hire or

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a very small, tiny, smooth twink.

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I was always somewhere inbetween

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so it was really hard for

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me to get shoots.

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And so yeah, I totally feel that like

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wanting to create a space for

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people who just somehow don't really

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fit.

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Oh.

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Yes.

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That was so good.

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Oh.

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Yes.

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[moans]

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Is there anything that you wanted to add about

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the scene or your experience here at the CrashPad?

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Well I just really appreciate CrashPad.

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It's like a really cool atmosphere.

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I always loved being here.

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Everyone here is like awesome.

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Yeah. So it's a very safe space.

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Yeah. I like how we have like

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control over what we do in the scene.

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You don't have to feel pressured to like have

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to like have sex

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in a performative way that's not necessarily

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natural for everyone.

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Like for me the end game is

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not always an orgasm or

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something being hard you know like it's more about

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you and that person like stimulating

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and tantalizing and turning each

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other on in ways that feel good and safe.

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So I like that CrashPad

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in particular.

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Exactly. It's very well.

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I just had fun.

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Thank you for doing this shoot with me.

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I really appreciate it.

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And I think it was fun.

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I think you're probably

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the first person I've shot with that I didn't know

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on a personal level a very very closely.

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So I think it was fun

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and I appreciate that

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the on camera chemistry.

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Yeah cool.