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INTRO MUSIC

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Go ahead and start rolling.
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Got it?
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Thank you!

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How did you enjoy the shoot today?

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I had a good time, yeah.

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I felt pretty comfortable right from the beginning

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that was really nice.

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It's a cozy bed and everything.

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Yeah.

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I mean, it felt like

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we did things kind of how we normally do at home

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and like, when

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we like, asked if we were into it

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or if we wanted to do something else

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we decided to move towards coming together, which was really fun

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I'm glad we got to , that that happened.

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Yeah

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That we both got there.

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Yeah

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How about you? 

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Yeah, it was really - it was really cool

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I like the decor a lot. 

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yeah

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cause it's just filled with 

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kinda silly but like, homely

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It felt like, I was like fucking in 

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like, my aunt's lake house

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or some shit like that

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that she hasn't redecorated in a long time

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but it was Perfect though, like that, don't ever change it.

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Like, that's the vibe. It's a good vibe.

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And like, yeah, I don't know. Seems like

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and then a popular song, 80's style

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80's style song plays in the background after we finish

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It was great. 

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This is what was happening in my head.

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Yeah, it was really fun.

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It was - I enjoyed

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that it didn't feel super pressuring

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and that it also didn't

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feel like anybody but us was really involved in it

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I was surprised at how quickly  

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anybody else in the room disappeared

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cause, but, the vibe

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the vibe really helped with that for me

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like a lot

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cause you know how I am,

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I have to be really comfortable to do the things

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I'm also kinda proud that we were 
able to do the things on the camera

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anyway, so yeah

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You wanna watch me fist myself?

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Yes. Yes

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Okay

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Definitely

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(whispers)

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(whispers)

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So what was challenging about the shoot?

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You asked me first, okay

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Um... challenging....

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Temperatures are always tricky

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I think that's the only thing I can come up with.

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It was like bright light, sweaty forehead, you know?

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That was really it. But then

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I had to realize

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Oh, you can like, get up and move if you wanna move....

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There was like that part of you that was like 

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"stay on the bed"

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and it was like no, you don't have to

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and that's why I stood up

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but when I stood up I actually cooled down

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I was like, ah that's better.

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I think that was, yeah...

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..just... just that. 

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But I feel like that's - you're naked

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You're either gonna be too hot or too cold

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I don't know if there's really an in-between there

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What about you? How do you feel about...

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do you feel like there was there anything challenging

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 if anything?

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I had a little bit of a moment of like, 

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which kind of... like... should I be... 

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Doing?

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Or like, not so much doing but like

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Should I say things? How loud should I be? 

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Yeah, I had that. My brain told me like 
Shhh don't say nothing.

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Like the whole time, my brain was 

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Sssh.. don't say. No. Don't. Don't say nothing.

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It's just gonna sound cheesy

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Yeah
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I mean, I think that's fine though, cause we aren't usually 

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we'll usually, like, we'll check in and stuff

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but don't do a whole lot of talking either

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at home, so...
Yeah that's true.

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We're kinda really comfortable with each other

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Yeah
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(whispers)

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What are our safer sex practices and why?

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Well, we don't use condoms with each other,
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and we use protection 
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We have things that we do pretty regularly

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that

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like we don't really need to talk about before

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because we do them all the time

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but then if we want to do anything else

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we'll usually discuss it, yeah

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Yeah, definitely.

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Or if there's - we have another partner that we 

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kind of do stuff with pretty regularly

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And we'll usually talk about that before we do it

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Yeah
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Just about

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Keeping it open

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but also not, I try not to like 

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I can say this for me, but I think this is true for you too...

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We're trying not to make things too

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Serious? You know? 

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That's another thing I liked about today

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It didn't feel overly serious

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Or businessy

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Yeah, or overly businessy

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kinda vibe, I don't know. Yeah. 

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Cause we were just like, laughing and stuff beforehand.

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And taking too much time laughing

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With everybody on set, so that was cool.

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It made it - it helped a lot.

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It was like, phew, okay!

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There goes the nerves, cause there was
 a lot of nerves coming across the bridge

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(laughs)

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In the car like

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 (deep breaths)

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But it went fine

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(Tree moans and both climax)

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Another one of the questions is

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whether we've done porn before

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This is my first time.

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This is - this is my first, well - 

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I  (stammers) ...

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Like many a trans girl, I did camming

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when I first, like... 

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started transitioning... for the mulah

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I don't know, it's funny cause like, 
it's always tricky cause I feel like

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As a Black trans woman

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I've experienced very interesting things

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I'll say that

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but then there are also aspects of it where

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I just wish it could all be like this was today

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but you know, anyway. Um...

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There were aspects of it I really enjoyed though

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like, the camming part

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cause the people aren't there with you

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you know?

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So you can like

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As long as everybody's cool

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It's like, really fun

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If people aren't cool then you can kinda like

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they don't have to be there, you know?

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You can just click a window.

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I liked that there was a wireless stream
[CrashPad's 'Voyeur Cam']

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but we didn't have to interact with the people

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That was really cool. 
I really wish that could be the way it was

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All the time. But yeah.

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This was great. I enjoyed it a lot.

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I feel like every person I've ever heard

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rarely says that their experience was like how THIS was today

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So...

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My knee? For real? 

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I kinda put it there.

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OKAY I was like How?!

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I was curious about trying out - doing porn

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but I didn't rush into it

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or seek it out that hard

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but I'm glad that this was my first experience with it. Yeah

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Yeah, same

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(Shine Louise Houston, off camera) Awesome

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Um, I think

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 really conscious porn like this is hot

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and possible

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And I definitely didn't always think that

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It was always like,  I don't know about this...

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This was very

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When I started to hear more about CrashPad

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and all of this, I was like, Oh!  

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I remember we met one of the associates from here

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and she was telling us about

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like, how cool it is

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and we weren't even in the building for THAT 

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the first time we came here

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and it was, this was a whole different vibe than I expected 

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in a lot of ways - in a good way though

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So it was just like, this is

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I don't know. This is cool. I would do this again.

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Yeah, I would definitely do this again.

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How about you?  

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Anything else?

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No